OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG. I am refraining myself from bursting now. Feeling all hot and jumpy and excited and not thinking straight. So, if I sound incoherent in this entry, please excuse me. OMG OMG OMG. *nose bleeds profusely*



I couldnt resist. I saw I saw...the words "Tackey & Tsubasa HaruCon 2004". And....and... and... I duno if it was the sensible thing to do. But.... I clicked and downloaded it. I found it at a bittorrent site. Actually, I have not been to bittorent sites for awhile already. Ever since, our dear censorship board decided to clamp down on peer-to-peer sharing, I tried to steer off bittorrent sites to prevent myself from downloading clips. I just decided to go look-see at 1 of the sites just now n HORA !!!!!!!!!!!!!! Look wat I found!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG... I just couldnt resist!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I know i know...... I shouldnt spoil myself before my dvd arrives!!!! BUT... but.. but... how to resist?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Really!!!! I cant!!! I just couldnt!!! Gyahhh....... I duno...... Now... now... now... GYAHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...........

GIVE ME MY HARUKON DVD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!



I really wana just kyah and scream my head off!!! (at 3am in the morning!) Ok, it wasn't even the ENTIRE dvd that i saw. It was only FOUR songs yo! But I am already kayhhing and jumping in my seat in front of my comp and screaming into my pillow (again!!) Someone uploaded Pride, Go On, Kiseki and Real DX onto that site. I think I can die from shiawase-ness now already T&T in white suits, Tsubasa in that conductor outfit, Takki in the yellow outfit and singing a remixed version of Kiseki (the only times that Takki sang the remixed verison of Kiseki was during this year's Harucon and Thaicon. Dakara, honto ni subarashi memories!!!) and T&T in their orange and blue Real DX costumes! Ok, I admit, the captures could have been better. After seeing the REAL THING, the dvd pales in comparison. Of cos having a dvd is 100,000,000 times better than none at all. But, being physically present in the concert hall and absorbing the atmosphere in real time and seeing T&T in real life just makes the WHOLE DIFFERENCE!!! Literally basking in bliss I tell ya I thought that the captures should have focused on T&T more. More closeups and less shifting between camera shoots. BUT....at least our voices were heard and a dvd was made. THANK U AVEX!!! (I shall not complain too much though you could have done a better job )

Anyway, the uploader said that she/he WOULD NOT upload the whole dvd!!!!!!!!! Yata!!!!! It's great that the uploader respects T&T's works and prevent people from downloading EVERYTHING and totally NOT contributing to the dvd sales at all! Doumo arigatou gozaimasu for appreciating T&T's effort and hardwork!!! At least if those people who downloaded the 4 clips really love what they saw, they would buy the dvd eventually! She/he didnt upload Diamond too!!!!! That's great because at least she/he prevented more nosebleeding from me. Save the best for last!!! But eto, I shall not keep my hopes too high up. Cos from wat I have heard so far, Diamond was not captured brillantly. It could have been better. So, I shall TRY to keep myself calm and cool and composed. (If I can )

After I watched the 4 clips, I didnt see Snuffles online and I just HAD TO kyah to someone. So I msged her. And Snuffles came online immediately!!! She thought I went mad already. I just kyahh-ed incoherently to her. baka loracyn All my memories flooding back to me!!!!!!!!!!!!! Everything!!! Harukon @ Nagoya Rainbow Hall and Thaicon @ BKK!!!!! OMG....I was/am this teeny weeny bit close to bursting out in tears!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ok, I am not gona spoil the dvd for anyone. Dakara, no screencaps here ok? If you really cannot resist the wait anymore, let me know and i will send u the screencaps. For people who have ABSOLUTELY no self-control and determination and cant help themselves that is. Aint that description apt for all of us T&T fans?